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I just had to paste this muy interesante conversation into my live journal. This convo makes me...
In Winters Eyes: haha i love it
Jaybird625: it wasnt even suppose to sound sick...but the bucklin on the head and shit, haha that made it grand
In Winters Eyes: fo sho
Jaybird625: look at you soundin all g-h-e-double t-o
In Winters Eyes: meh i know playa
Jaybird625: lol
Jaybird625: gangsta lovin
Jaybird625: let me be your thug
In Winters Eyes: lol
In Winters Eyes: Jessica u are one in a million..Kinda like a std.. One in a million..
Jaybird625: thankyou, i feel...like an std, a very special one
In Winters Eyes: lol didnt mean to make it mean
Jaybird625: its ok
In Winters Eyes: ur like one in a millon, kinda like gettin pregnate when on bcp its one in a million
In Winters Eyes: like that
Jaybird625: ok...still relating me to sex, but i like that idea
Jaybird625: sex=jessica...that works for this std!
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| 04:04pm 17/03/2003 |
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mood:  chipper
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Conversation A:
Me: Dan-what time's Kenny working till tonight?
Dan: 5
Dan: No 9.
Dan: One of those.
Me: Thanks Dan.
Dan: No 7?
That got me far. Thankyou dan :-P
So. I've been gone a while, yes, and sadly I received no email from joe :-( ::tear:: But, ill live. I miss him...i haven't talked to him in mucho long, I have NO idea what is up. I hope alls well, im sure it is, but since no one tells me anything, and im a drama queen, i have no clue as to what is going on. I love being unaware of life.
Dance competition this weekend. And the results are as follows:
Jazz Solo--> First out of 5/6 maybe?
Lyrical Solo--> First out of 7/8 im thinkin.
Song and Dance Solo--> First out of 4 I think.
Tap Solo--> 2nd out of i think 8, which is good cause i thought i wasn't guna place. it was horrible. But one of the judges told my mom I was her favorite. :-) that makes me feel special.
I also was picked sweethear-->going to vegas babay! Well, i was going anyway, but none-the-less, now im dancing. I kind of wish i wasn't...only because now I have to work, and can't really chill, but oh well.
It's so goddamn nice out, and ofcourse marissa asks me to do something, and I call to tell her yes, and she went for a walk. Pain in my ass :-P
Hemroid, I learned what that was this weekend, now I know why people call other people hemroids..pains in the ass :-) I thought it was like a muscle pull. It was funny. This is how I learned:
Nana: Jess, you're a pain in the ass.
Mom: stop being a hemroid.
Jess: my teacher had one of those, he told us abuot it, the surgery and everything.
Mom: you can have hemroidal surgery?! And why the hell was your TEACHER telling you about his hemroid surgery?!
Jess: I duno, I just remember he told us and everything, and how his leg hurt and stuff.
Mom: Jess, do you know what a hemroid is?
Jess: no?
Mom and Nana Laughing hysterically...
That's enough, I'll end it there, if you're that curious as to why its so funny, look up what a hemroid is. If not, oh well. Then you just won't get it, and you'll feel out of place when we all laugh.
Time to go. That parental figures are home, and I need to find something to do with my boredom. Adios amigos.
::Much love::
_milk the cow. it needs to be milked_
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| 04:23pm 13/03/2003 |
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mood:  aggravated
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Anger--->So we're all excited that we FINALLY get this damn history project done, right? I come home and watch it, and guess what?! It's all screwed up! AHHH! So now, we must tape it again. Grr.
Shall we go over the charaters attire?
Sam-Green ripped doctor pants, slit to here mid-thigh. 5 sizes to large for her. A white tank top-skanky hoe :-P
Jayde-BRIGHT yellow sweatpants, black shirt, blue apron, and a dance skirt applied on her head.
Jenna-jeans and ripped white shirt. Rolled in mud.
Alicia-Overalls and white shirt--->Hillbilly
Amber-Black baggy pants and big white t-shirt. Bum!
Me-Massive nightgown, yellow, with cats all over it. A uni-brow, and an
apron, not to mention a black bandana attached to my head, and no shoes.
Im a dirty immigrant.!!
God--->So great. We had fun, and we will again, when we stay after tomorrow! ON A FRIDAY! GRR.
Mikes coming to see me dance sunday, yay! Im so massively excited, but now im nervous. I'm never nervous, ever, cept for last year, and well maybe the year b4 that, and yea, b4 that too. BUT-this year, i have yet to get nervous at any competitions, even2 seconds b4 i went on. Its 3 days b4 i go on, and im nervous, is that bad? AHH-im so excited i just wana scream.
Stupid Bio test today, and since im so worried about forgetting stuff for the one i have YET to make up (thanks to my lovely teacher) i think i failed this one, oh well. Just a new one to make up.
Im off.
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| 08:50pm 12/03/2003 |
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mood:  horny
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I so wana sing. Andrea-this being my dance teacher- and a few of us at dance decided I was going to go onto American Idol III next year--->this is why (mind you, this quote is from the mouth of my lovely teacher)
"Jess, you should go onto American Idol next year, and sing a wicked popular song, like 'God Bless America' or something like that, so that you can be on the 'Worst of American Idol' show, it would be sooo funny"
I love her. Thanks man.
Ok-why am i so horny?
Ok Cory is bothering me. Sorry man--->but you are being annoying, and it is irritating me!
Finished the stupid script for the play, hope we film it 2mara, and it comes out grand, cause if it doesn't. Oh no!
School was good--->97% on that test that I thougt I got 100% on. 3 frieken points off because I said 2+3=1. Der! I so thought it was -2, but w/e. 97%--->taint bad. And the makeup test, 100% babayy-im so smart!
Sabrina Stivaletta rocks my socks.
Time for bed
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| 08:31pm 11/03/2003 |
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mood:  blah
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My day-was a typical tuesday. Blah.<-- that right there, sums it up.
I'm sad-kenny and I can't hang out on his birthday, this brings tears to my eyes.
This weekend should be fun-competition, and stefs taggin along for moral support, much love! Hotel+us=craaazay!
Ambers party on friday-woohoo. Cept, i feel bad lately, like im all up in her face about it--->and i apologize if i have been, im just excited i get to go :-) that should be fun!.
Well me dears-->school was dumb. But-i got a 94% on my algebra test :-) happiness, and i think i got a 100% on the one we took today-->joy! We'll see. I had to make one up after school today, but i only finished half, im hopin that it'll be cool to finish it later.
Hectic day tomorrow-stayin after to film our play--->oh man! Speaking of play, I have to go get my video camera, and clothes, ready for 2mara.
Lata gator
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| 10:59am 09/03/2003 |
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Well-->i have just woken up,and there are random men sitting in my living room drinking coffee, discussing chocolate bars. Well...that is all i say.
Friday night was cool-->forgot to mention that. Went to jess' house, hodgkablueberrypies! We just chilled till some people came over, and we played pool. Then we went in the hottub--->i was stranded with 3 guys, well jess was "downstairs..."They stole my bra, and threw it outside of the pool, so then i get out to get it=COLD! Never lay in the snow and jump back in a hottub, you feel as if millions of little needles are pricking you=PAIN! It was fun, then they left and me, jess, and rich watched The Ring=very very good! Scary, im such a chicken. I squeezed richs leg-->sorry rich! Then her parents came home, and rich stayed a little longer, then he left around 230ish. Then jessica and i ate food, a lot of it, then went upstairs and called jared. We ended up falling asleep around 4ish.
Then we went to the mall->like i mentioned b4->and jessica is now grounded :-( ::tear:: So retarted!
Well->im going to join these random men, and random conversation which is now about building "chases in the wall"
Love-
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| 11:33pm 08/03/2003 |
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My cousin nikki came over-yay! we drove around causing trouble. We followed some random people around, they were hot. They got that we were following them-it was actually pretty great.
Jess and I went to the mall today, that was fun. I was dancing outside a store waiting for my mother, with my grandmother and jess, and this group of black guys, prly about 10 of them, my age, walk by and one yells "damn girl, shake that booty" and a little 8 yr old with them goes "yea girl, shake that booty" and they all yelled--->i was like, "kid, you're 8 calm your hormones" It was great fun. And this old fat kid asked for my number, it was funny, so i wasnt guna be mean and say no, i just gave him my cell phone number, which i "dont turn on" so, so sad I wont be returning his calls ::tear::.
Then we celebrated my sisters birthday-joy joy. She got xbox, and a cell phone...and lots of other expensive stuff, that was just what i felt like typing. It's like hmm 11:36--> nikki and i just returned, and now we're guna go play xbox.
I love you all.
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| 02:52pm 07/03/2003 |
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mood:  silly
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good afternoon. today was an ok day. got my progress report, i did decent, im decently happy.
Stillll have yet to talk to joe-honestly, that's so evil. What did i do to deserve this. I am hoping stef and kenny can come over tonight, but i have failed to get ahold of them.
Tiffany and I have come up with a way to make yourself cry if you are inept.
spoiledbrattox03: if i get interviewed i will just cry, maybe they will feel bad and accept me
Jaybird625: exactly!
Jaybird625: if you can't cry...bend over (say you dropped something) and repeatedly poke yourself in the eye, or get mint gum and hold it up to your eye, it burns the retina, but it sure as hell works
spoiledbrattox03: ill use the gum...pokin myself in the eye sounds a little painful
Jaybird625: yea
Jaybird625: but don't be fooled
Jaybird625: the gum is too
And if you ever need someone as a protester, heres a prime example to support the slogan "no betta, then valletta"
spoiledbrattox03: and my idea is if they dont let me u all go on strike until the accept me
Jaybird625: ill be there
Jaybird625: you can shove a stick up my ass and spray paint "school sucks, cant you see..we need tiff..tiffany!" on my boobs. im sure that will go off well. (atleast with (***there was a name here, but tiff and i are not giving ourselves away***)...that may tickle his fancy, or at best, his ass...seeing as its so large)
Well-that is enough. Time for pointless quizzes--->
you`re a born comedian
how funny are you?
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you`re a born comedian
how funny are you?
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Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks
about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty,
right?
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Happy-Go-Lucky. You are a happy person and you
don't let your emotions get to you. You see
everything that's not in a positive light as
not worth messing with and deal with emotions
as they come. You are usually very happy and
probably experience many emotional highs. Enjoy
life.
How Emotional Are You?
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Ok done-joes online. Lets see if he ims me.
We'll count my wait...
1,2,3,4,5,6,....damn, i gotta give it to him, that was fast.
This should be interesting.
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| 06:38pm 06/03/2003 |
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mood:  irritated
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once again i am irritated by your ways. we talk about how i dislike it when you abandon me, and dont ask me how im doing, and just leave. and you say sorry and wont do it again, and what do you do?
you leave
and too get drunk.
Oh well, im an overexaggerater. i overexaggerate. (hence what i am)but still-i feel this is a valid reason to be upset.
you know ive been stressed-->yet you leave me?
I'm glad you have a life, but lets not forget-i dont-and you need to help me here.
I think your feelings for me are fading-i really hope not, because that would be a terrible thing.
Well-im sad-make me feel better. lets see how many comments i can get in this thing. prly not a lot, because im not loved, but try and make me feel better, please.
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| 02:00pm 06/03/2003 |
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mood: determined
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Sorry for the randomness of these quizzes-actually, i am not sorry. I chose to do random lovey dovey and just plain retarted, pointless, there to annoy those who get annoyed easily, quizzes. Thankyou, have a nice day.
You're in love!!! You love this person with all
your heart, don't let them go :) <3
Are you in love?
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Gosh you're damn good come here and give me a
kiss!!!
Are you a good kisser?
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Great kisser - you always kiss like you mean it and
no matter who you are with the other person is
alwyas gunna be happy when they are done.
What type of kisser are you?I changed it turst me its better!!
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Playful
your a playful person, you like to entertain and be
entertained. A party is never dull when you're
around. Flirtatious? hell yes! Sexy?
Attractive? You're all those things and more.
Your seem to be the center of all happiness.
Congratulations for being you!
What's your party style?
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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Shirley Temple-- you're cute around people but
naughty when you get away from the crowd
What's your stripper name? (female)
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Your wet 'n' wild! Covered in lather, in the
shower, or in a pool, fun in the deep end!
what movie sex position r u?
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PERFECT! Ideal for stripping. You're a fun, up to
date, funker. Perfecto! Congratulations. Enjoy
your life. It will be full of laughter, fun,
joy and a couple of hangovers.
What's your Stripping Potential?
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cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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| 01:53pm 06/03/2003 |
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mood: nerdy
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early dismissal--> it is a nice break, but i am officially bored.
ive been told the band 'all said and done' is-to quote riz- "all said and done" how sad.
lifes a dandy at the moment. i wish joe would come online and return my emails, but other then that-im ok. i have a voice. yay. maybe ill call him later-but he may be 'busy' god forbid.
Make the snow go away-im so sick and tired of snow!
Well-im guna go take mondo quizzes and insert them in a fresh journal entry. Goodbye
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| 08:37pm 05/03/2003 |
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i wrote this a while ago--> but it is currently how I feel.
Come to my Rescue
By: Jessica Valletta
Somebody come to my resuce
I need an alliance by my side,
traveling this harsh journey
embarking on this harsh ride.
All alone I sit each day
just a continuum of cries,
left to simply decipher
what was truth and what were lies.
I need an accomplice
who will get me through all this?
and if you’re worried you don’t know my past
there is nothing you did miss.
I’m not meant for loving
just a bit off from a failure,
each day my sole does rote
it seems to just get paler.
No more color in my eyes
all you’ll see is gray,
I don’t strive to do my best
too many obstacles in my way.
So somebody come to my rescue
I’m lost as you can see,
I just want to be saved
I just want to be free.
I need an alliance
who’s help they’re willing to give,
I no longer want to be like this
I want a life that’s fun to live.
I don’t want to be left lifeless
like a toy upon a shelf,
so somebody come to my rescue
and save me from myself.
I definately feel lonely-unloved. Sure, I know I have people who love me, but even I question those people...I guess there isn't one person who is completely honest, cept stef, but even her and i argue. and omg joe, my feelings for him are so crazy...here's another one-->
It’s crazy just to think
how short I’ve really known you,
yet it seems like forever
I wish that I could show you.
I am so addicted
to all the love you give,
whenever you’re around
there’s a reason just to live.
You brighten my world
and bring a smile to my face,
when you walk into a room
my heart begins to race.
The reasons that I love you
well, there are only too,
everything you say
and everything you do.
And when the world ends
And the sky’s no longer blue
I will still be loving you
There is just something about him, when I look in his eyes...i can't explain it, it isn't there with any other guy, i've tried to make it happen with someone else, but it doesn't work. I think joes mad at me right now, ofcourse I could just be overreacted like a fucken 2 yr old, but none the less, i miss him, and wish we could talk. we haven't talked in 8 days, that's a long time for me
*drama queen*
I want you to come online, so we can talk and I know everything is ok, and i want to call you, just here your voice, but this would fail seeing as how you wouldn't hear mine (i dont got one) Ahh this is driving me up a wall-i really need you right now, more then anything...i love you!
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| 06:55pm 04/03/2003 |
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mood: rushed
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Few more interesting memories...
All the electricity went out in the hotel-that was grand. Rizz and I went up to my room so I could change, right infront of her haha, she couldnt see anything, she had no idea. it was funi. then the maid was outside and marissa opened the door, i screamed, lol.
Err what else-
-crazy sex stories
-showers
-the pool
-steamroom drama
-physcho moms
-lifegaurd!
-elevators
-stairwells
Im sure ill think of more, until then-i stole this from rizz. thanks man
I am not: confident
I love: joe
I hate: depression
I fear: hating my life
I hope: im loved
I hear: well enough i dont need hearing aids
I crave: joe
I regret: telling secrets
I cry: everyday
I care: when i choose to
I always: dream
I believe: stef and i are destined for hell
I feel alone: atleast once a day
I listen: to my parents argue, too much
I hide: in my room, away from the world
I drive: illegally
I sing: in the shower
I dance: 6 days a week
I write: when i cant type
I play: many things...not guys
I miss: my past
I search: for things i dont know
I learn: when im in a selective learning mode
I feel: yucky (i have a cold)
I know: i will make it if i try
I say: "wicked" to piss joe off
I succeed: when i try
I dream: in my dreams
I wonder: whats in store for my future
I want: joe
I have: enough
I give: when i can
I fell: jumping in the elevator
I fight: with myself
I need: a hug, or a kiss, or stef.
_Love_
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| 08:35pm 03/03/2003 |
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Danvers was fun. Time for the memrobilia.
-mezanine, i took it this year (michele=last)
-big room, dancing and screaming
-my lap dance from marissa
-spying on kim scanlon
-marissa and her madre beating them! (GO RIZZ!)
-party (sort of)
-mr. bugle
-the gummy bear man
-heather snoring
-all the farting
-"the fart bench"
-the videos
-spitting drinks thru the straws
-the stupid waitress
-stealing "caution wet floor signs"
-micheles father
-dancing
-all the awards
-all the laughs
-the senior girls..love you, and will miss you!
-PROOFSEN
-drunk mothers
-drunk fathers
-drunk, underage people
-drooling
-swimming with clothes on
-feeling fat, then eating more
-shirley temples
-ceaser salad-extra dressing?!
-men in wigs, cheerleading
-breaking doors
-stealing light plates
-stealing little chefs
-steam room
-marissa not being awake
-singing (or trying)
-my talented leaps
-and turns
-michele improving my dance skills
-linebackers in tutus
-monkeys on crack
-embarassing people
-puffy hair
-making fun of the little children who are screaming over the fact they got first when in reality they were the only ones in their category
-taking away pride (stef)
-elevators
-exit signs
-getting lost
-makin fun of weird looking people
-french fries
-stealing marissas food
-dropping juice boxes down stairwells
-racing down hallways on luggage carries things
gosh-girls the list goes on...this weekend was so much fun, i love you all so much, and im glad we did so well.
Me personally, here's the results...
Jazz Solo-first out of 6
Lyrical Solo-first out of...er 8?
Tap solo-first out of just me :-)
Song and dance solo-first of just me :-)
3rd place overall in entire 15-17 category for Song and dance solo.
2nd place overall in entire 15-17 category for Jazz solo.
All in all the weekend was great-but of course, who wakes up with a horrible cold in which they can't breath, are all congested and are sore all over?-me-wow, but im getting better, incase you care, if not, oh well.
Time for nice warm bath-yay!
Love-
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mood:  confused
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I'm tired...and confused. What should I do? Sleep=getting away from it all, and solving my tiredness issue...but then i wake up and the tiredness is gone, but not the confusion...
Gotta go to dance
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I'm a follower, or atleast in this case I am.
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
01 | death by sharks or fires
02 | losing important people in my life
03 | really scary movies
THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | stef
02 | michele
03 | marissa
THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | my friends
02 | chinese food
03 | icecream
THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | sutton people
02 | school
03 | who i am...at times
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | my life
02 | mike bruno
03 | how squeezin ur ankle gives u ur period..wow
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | computer
02 | scanner
03 | lamp
THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | this survey
02 | watchin a movie
03 | dreading dance
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | go to italy
02 | roadtrip wth my closest friends
03 get married
THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | dance
02 | back/front walkovers
03 | laugh
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | outgoing
02 | not confident all the time
03 | friendly and fun to be with
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS:
01 | nothing great
02 | brown
03 | confident, comfortable
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | sing
02 | lick my elbow
03 | be with the guy i love
THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | im fun-try and get to know me
02 | im original, tho i dont seem it
03 | im different, respect that
THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | me singing
02 | nsync on crack
03 | lies
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST: (online anyway)
01 | muah
02 |xoxo
03 | hello
THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | ravioli
02 | mac and cheese
03 | chinese
THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | how to sing
02 | how to fit in
03 | how to do a flip
THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | water
02 | orange juice
03 | milk
THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | Mr. Rogers neighborhood
02 | clarissa explains it all
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Never, ever turn down a christmas present, atleast if it's what I got, cause if I didn't get it, id be seriously deprived and wouldn't understand the meaning of giving, and GETTING!
AHHH it was amazing, just lying in bed with you, looking you in the eyes, feeling your hand just linked with mine, it was perfect, beyond perfect unbelievable! You are one amazing kid, and im lucky to have met you!
But, i must admit, i did miss my lying with stefanie, she rocks my socks and I love her too, she's amazing as well.
Marissa-I LOVE YOU...thanks for all the advice, it came in handy...ahh it was amazing, lol.
Anyone willing to give me advice...call me, or email me, i need it right now.
Im off
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mood:  happy
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back! vacation (practically)and groundation are over! woohoo, not for vaca. but for groundation. im so happy, i came back and had 81 emails, and only like 10 were junk, i felt sooo loved! check the one i got from joe-
i want you to knwo that i luv you and was thinking about u but im out i hope ur sleeping good. sweet dreams i luv you always -joe
ps. i cnat wait to get to see you!
thats totally an "awww" moment, that by far was my favorite.
I had an ok week, snow sucks, i was stuck as stefs house, but it was fun we watched movies and ate junk, then michele slept over a night and that was fun, stef was getting mad haha cause we wouldnt stop laughing and she had to get up early, so she went into my sisters' room. (oops lol)
Lisa and Lindsey came over, that was very fun. we made a movie, it was scary! they're awesome.
well i should start this damn research paper, which ive been dreading, but id better get it done.
Love
_the milkwoman_
P.S.-whos seeing joe this weekend? ME ME ME ME ME ME ME! |
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| 06:41pm 14/02/2003 |
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mood: confused
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im off online for a week, so i prly wont be on this everyday, atleast with my parents knowing...as for stef, here it comes...
before i let you read our little emails or comments or w/e to everyone, let my straighten shit out. i will take full responsibilty to being a hypocrit, and i apologize. i talked about someone, and now am being there friend, but i made the stupid mistake to talk about them in the first place, not the mistake of talking to them again and straightening shit out. i apologize to both sides of this story. my friends know that i keep secrets, and dont tell people, and you guys can trust me with everything you and i talk about, about people, places, things w/e, and this doens't mean our talking and having fun will stop, but i will be talking to her, so understand that.
this is stefs live journal entry:
jess...yea mayb people do feel like shyt but its from their own desisions...i dont care bout u feelin like shyt cuz i mean thats not what im lookin at rite here..i mean i care but im saying ur reason for feeling like shyt is totally dif...but u cant b playin its two ways u gotta come out n say i like her i dont...like i said u make us look like crap n maybe thats y she never mentioned u in the convos..? hmmmm
::YETI::
And my comment...:
im glad you dont care, cause guess what, neither do i! im sick of the bullshit you and i argue about lately, so you know what, im just guna forget it. stef, i tell you everything and anything, and somehow it doesn't seem like i should. you know that i love you, but lately youve been acting like a jerk to me, and im sick of it. shit has been going on at school and home that i havent told you about, so you need to back the fuck off of me, OK! and about jayde, im her friend ok? we're not bestfriends, we're not hanging out everyday, and you know that i would help you over her, just because we have a diff. relationship, but you can't get pissed when i give her a hug and say im her friend, cause quite frankly right now, she needs one at dance, ill admit to talking abuot her, in fact JAYDE I HAVE TALKED ABOUT YOU recently, there, you happy? now she can pissed at me too, i hope you get pleasure out of that. jayde and i have been friends forever, and i guess i was just being stupid and didn't realize that. i know that her and i have gone thru some shit, and thats our buisness, but you cant sit there and tell me to be her friend or not, we're friends, and thats all, and if im being a hypocrit, fucken shoot me, not like anyones guna miss me anyway! and yea, jayde has changed, but thats her, shes happy with herself, let it be that way..but if u have a problem with it, fine, and if u felt like shit, id be there for you. but wait, i forgot, you dont give a fuck...so goodfuckenbye!
p.s.-to marissa and michele, i apologize if you are mad at me, but please understand where im coming fron. i know jayde has changed, but we all have in our own ways..i hope this duznt screw shit up for danvers
Goodbye
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| 08:23pm 12/02/2003 |
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mood: sad
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And so dance was great.
But, stef is mad at me because I hugged someone. Sorry. I understand why people are getting mad, and I apologize, but when you realize what its like to feel like shit, you have sympathy for others. i feel like shit often, it sucks. So dont yell at me, please.
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| 07:12pm 11/02/2003 |
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mood:  peaceful
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So many god damn tests today. I'm a huge brain, atleast i was, for the past 6 hours or so.
I love ballet-Really, i do. Hahaha. I giggle at myself.
Michele maheno-i love you. stop secluding yourself bitch ;-) haha. Love you sexy!
Marissa-life will be ok, im here for you! i love you. Dibs on vaca. at marissas house? WE CAN MAKE THE MOVIE
True life: I'm a heliophobiac. (Marissa, stef, michele)
Time to study for yet, more tests. Leave me some lovable comments.
Cause right now, im lovable. |
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